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2005-07-25T22:08:00.000-07:00

haish... tupi man dat dae update till half comp hang .. so tupi comp.. and blogger.. haish.. but nbm forgot wad happen last few daes.. but oso got nth tu update lerx.. hope everyone concentre on his/ her study...

now in sch comp lab.. wahahaz..

2005-07-14T13:52:00.000-07:00

wahahaz... feeling better in moi mood lerx.. hehezz.. today 14o7o5 in sch.. juz now msg wid dar dar in clz mayb latta can mit dar dar.. hehez.. dar i miss euu hope dat latta can c euu... dar last night we cat on fone even thought its not long but i'm still veri happi.. cause we hab not been chatting on fone since last fridayz.. today our 1mth 2daes.. so happi.. muackx....

haish..120705

2005-07-12T13:17:00.000-07:00

**12o7o5** lerx.. dear our one month lerx.. this one month happen alots of thing.. we hab gone thru quite alots of thing.. even thought we are juz tgth fer 1month but i'm sure we would b able to overcome everything derx.. dar i lurve euu...

back to moiself.. today didn't go sch.. why?? because sick lorx.. sore throat.. haish.. i hate sore throat.. cannot eat chicken wing... sobz sobz.. MC fer 2 daes.. wahaha.. can stay at hm slp till song song.. wahaha.. sianz.. 1weeek two daes nv saw dear dear lerx.. dear i miss euu alot... when den can i see dao euu again.. i miss euu.. got alots of daes nv chat on fone wid u oso lerx.. i hate this kinda life man.. F**k.. exam faster come fast over.. hate having exam.. F**k..

dear i duno how to sae this to euu but i intend tu write here if euu got the chance i hope u will c this

** dear dis few daes euu treat mi rather cold towards mie.. i hate this kind of feeling.. the past of euu hab gone where lerx.. euu hab change alotx.. i wan the past of euu to be back.. i miss euu badly... i'm like solving all the problem alone.. i'm stress of solving this all alone.. i wan euu to solve wid mi.. dear.. i'm really feeling veri down when i didn't saw ur reply.. every night i hab sleepless night.. didn't hab the chance to chat wid euu.. haish.. dear i miss euu..

5 daes nvr update lerx...

2005-07-08T16:29:00.000-07:00

wahaha.. oso fergot wad happen last few daes.. haish.. feel damn stress up dis few daes man.. shoo tupi.. dunoe wad happen too.. haish.. arghx..

let chat bout ytd and today bahx..
ytd.. 070705====--- reach home abt 6plus.. den watch tebe den suddenly feeling shoo weak.. haish.. took moi temperatue OMG 37.2 haish.. ferget it.. sick bahx liaoz.. haish.. dar dar dun wan look after moi.. ah toot.. not angry wid dar dar cause know dar ish joking oni.. hehez.. at nite fall slp lerx.. slp till 6.29 den wae up go pom pom..

tudae.. 080705....
wahaha.. in sch tupi ngoh gib wad test wad past yr oral paper to read.. all shit man.. hmmmx.. haish.. whole dae in sch headach.. haish.. one dae 2test WTF.. haish.. took moi temperature again when reach hm.. 37.. haish.. still so high.. haish.. nbm den bahx.. well duno wad to sae lerx.. gonna go play bb lerx..

wow.. like long time nv update liaoz..

2005-06-28T20:08:00.000-07:00

so long no update.. shld update lerx..

25o6o5--- saturday.. went down woodlands mit xu bin and mongkiat actually wanna play bball de but in the end we went ben hse play mahjong.. lolz.. hahaz.. at nite actually wan go 211 there find u de but go up i will paisehx derx.. so nv mit u.. hmmx... den went mit h zhong fer awhile.. den go hm lerx..

26o6o5~~~morning wake up come ah ma hse here cut and dye back my hair.. hehez.. den went civic mit dar da.. dar dar at ktv wif her cousin.. den after dat mit ah zhong go 630 eat.. after dat went to centre play billard.. play 2 game he won one i won one.. lolz.. long time nv play wid him liaoz.. even thought u cripple but stilll can walk rite.. hahaz.. den went hm..

276o5*** monday.. sch reopen de first dae. nv go sch.. haha.. slp till 12.15pm den bathe lerx den go mit dar dar.. den pei dar dar go walkwalk mum mum den send dar dar hm.. den by the tym send dar dar hm is oreadym 1740 lerx.. den i went hm alone.. heez.. whole dae no smk kao eh.. why lehx.. ytd buy one packet cigarette smk not even ten stick daddy take away sae his cigarette liaoz.. kao ehx.. his logic damn gud sia.. hahaz.. make mi no cigarette smk.. pro liao lorx.. den luckily got ppl spare mi one stick..

28o6o5^^^ go sch today no smk.. haish.. after sch juz smk half a stick of cigarette bth sia.. cannot make it.. reach hm use comp till really bth go buy a packet den smk liao feeling more better.. hmmmx.. den nth lerx.. update others daes..

update lohx..

2005-06-24T20:10:00.000-07:00

wednesday ard 1plus reach de chalet.. hahaz.. do nth there but ard 4plus play mahjong..
wahaha..play 2 pot lost 2 dollar.. haha.. den at nite henry went hm cause of sum reason.. no one know.. den xu bin was drunk but he act as he is still awake.. dar dar and mi dar dar was more drunk den dar dar fall slp soundly.. den i oso fall slp.. haha... wake up i still abit blur.. hahaz.. mi drink 2 and a half bottle of E33 haha.. and a cans of tiger.. hahaz..den wake up lao po buy hotcake fer mi to eat... yummi.. dar dar thx u... den reach hm on 230605 fall slp rite away till evening time wake up eat maggie den wake tebe den fall slp den wake up at 10.45 den wake up eat again.. den slp. morning wake up msg wid dar dar.. den confer wid dar and bin.. haha.. den so funi.. till now haben smk.. xue ying arhx.. dun smoke already lahx.. u brk xin heart u know.. she trust u dat u wont smk again.. yet u smk again u brk ur promise to her she was so sad.. juz dun smk oready liao k.. take care frenz hu go to the chalet...

update fer ytd and today.. wahaha

2005-06-22T11:21:00.000-07:00

ytd **210605** went to chalet.. wahahaz.. dun really hab much ppl there man.. got mongkiat, xu bin, henry, rong, rong de mei, xue ling, and peng shan. play mahjong oso.. hahaz.. win two buck.. hahaz.. so sianz sia.. den last nite eat steamboat.. veri fun man.. all joking.. when playing mahjong 4 leg mi, henry, rong bro and xu bin(mong kiat) they two one leg.. den play till 1130 den rong bro and her mei go hm.. hahaz.. den i take cab to kaki bukit avenue 6 find daddy.. den take there de truck to lau pa sa there den take cab hm.. so long nv took those truck ytd took like veri funi.. hahaz.. so tired but kip cant get to slp.. turn here and there but cant get to slp.. haish...

today.. juz now wake up at 0930 den smoke a cigarette den go bathe liaoz.. den now come ah ma hse take my thing den go chalet.. hahaz.. go there slp.. wake up play mahjong... wahaha... update till here bahx... now is 1120.. gonna go fetch moi lao po liaoz.. gonna b late liao.. :P:P:P

come update liaoz...

2005-06-19T19:25:00.000-07:00

juz now go mit dar dar.. so happi dar dar.. dear.. i will rmb de date **120605** -=1212=-

MUACkkies................ duno wad to write........................

so long nv use comp..

2005-06-06T17:28:00.000-07:00

hahaz... since 1 june play till now.. hahaz..

o2o6o5--- thursday.. wad happen dis dae?? i forget liaoz.. hahaz.. shld b nth happen ba..
o3o6o5--- went play ball ball den nth happen but knee veri pain siaz.. and den play till shoot ball make till hand de veine den next dae wake up whole elbow cannot move. . move oso veri pain.. but still got go out on o4o6o5 de evening.. wanted tu pei david go cwp de but in the end nv go den i play bb again.. but hand sia veri pain..

o5o6o5>>> ytd wake up slack den bathe den go out den msg wid her till quarrel.. haish.. den at nite mel msg mi.. den juz reply lox.. den nth lehx..

o6o6o5.. nv go out sia... cause cannot go out den come ah ma hse slack lo.. use comp.. hahaz.. no buy cig today.. haish.. mayb latta den go buy marlboro menthol lorx.. haish.. my gan mei/mama oso learn smkin liaoz.. feel so sad siaz.. haish.. but nth le..

so long nv use comp.. now come update..

2005-06-01T20:34:00.000-07:00

wahahaz.. so long nv update liaoz.. now come update wad happen last few daes..

31o5o5.. its yesterday.. ytd wake up so tired.. u come moi hse find mi.. dun let mi slp u naughty gurl.. i so tired nehx.. u make mi not enff slp.. but veri hapi.. u pei mi.. hehez.. den at nite go golden mile eat wid ah ma.. eat steamboat.. after dat go hougang i dun wan go there stay den i ran hm... den chat wid u on fone till 2.. but when i slp wake up saw ur msg.. u nv slp.. u arhx.. haiyoyo..

o1o6o5/// morning go down sch dere quarrel wid mama.. den she gif mi a slap i slap her back cause i did nth wrong wad.. den she grab my neck i escape den my neck bleed.. den saw ben at bus stop.. den ben saw my hair he shock.. lolz.. hahaz.. den go minmart buy tissue to clean the blood.. reach hm slp awhile den u come find mi.. hahax... guess u saw the mark on my neck u heart pain bahx... haish.. saw ur face the veri sad liddat after u saw my neck.. haish.. u hug mi oso duno hug arhx.. kip bu xiao xin touch my neck veri painful de nehx.. den send u hm.. u reach hm u slp slp till 6+ 7+ den wake up.. zhuzhu.. hahaz.. hungry sia.. dunoe wad tu update lerx..

long tym no update le..

2005-05-29T15:09:00.000-07:00

haish.. since when did i last update my blog? hahaz.. i oso duno.. lolz...

---250505--- this is a wednesdae.. mit dao u in the noon.. u run away from sch horx.. mit dao u ard 12++ hehez.. we went tu bugis walk walk.. hahaz.. den u kip beat mi.. humpz!!! summore kip wan drag mi tu take foto.. next tym ba.. hao mahx? after dat send euu hm den we climb up de stair again.. hahaz.. bt we climb till 11floor, we chat chat awhile.. hahaz.. after dat i walk u till 12 floor.. i dunoe how tu ask but i still ask le.. hehez.. wahahaz.. i will always remember wad happen on da daes... MuAcKxX.. sWit memories tu moi..

260505*** thursday nv go sch again.. hahaz.. but stay in hm whole dae.. den call u chat chat.. till evening time.. hahaz.. shld b nth le ba..

===27-05-05=== friday go sch lehx.. reach sch go chat wid xue qi and jun kai.. hahaz.. den at parpde square gib jaspal sae.. hahaz.. den when b4 go hm take report bk.. but i cant take .. sob sob.. muz mama go sch take den can.. haish.. but den juz fuck care her.. she wan gib den gib my parent nt free eu oso LL..

280505+++ shld go CIP derx.. but i overslept.. hehez.. den afternoon go play bb.. kekezz.. nowadays kid like tu play bastard alot sia.. juz fuck care em.. haish.. reaching hm at downstair saw moi uncle den i nv call him cause he go buy thing.. den i go hm outside moi hse c where him.. hahaz.. den he walk out he saw mi.. lolz.. den sae a hi.. haha.. den go in make hot the rice den eat den bathe.. hahaz.. den call u chat awhile den pap come back ask mi eat again.. aiyoyo.. sure go TAF when sch reopen de.. haish...

///290505\\\ today wake up at 12 plus.. bath liao.. den change bed sheet.. haha.. den come ah ma hse liaoz.. wanna go cut hair le.. den at night can dye my hair liaoz.. haha... daddy oso veri guai lan saturday ask him wan dye hair a not he sae dun wan.. den ytd night when eat i sae wan dye hair den he sae he oso wan.. lolz.. act kids sia.. hahaz.. hao le.. add till here.. c next week or when den update..

yoyo... so mani daes nv update le.. i myself also forogt how long nv update liaoz...

2005-05-24T12:55:00.000-07:00

long long tym nono update.. hehez.. too buzy liao.. lolz.. dunoe wad tu update lehx..

200505--- let sae bout this dae first after sch smk smk den rush hm cause meeting em at 3 i sure late derx but in the end i really late.. lolz.. den reach hm bathe liaoz call mummi den go find her take money den go orchard partyworld find em.. den sing till 6++ 7 den we walk tu cineliesure den take pic wif them.. lolz.. den walk untill centrepoint take cab.. den xu bin and mongkiat take the cake so funni.. lolz.. den reach marina i eat a bit oni cause dunoe why cant eat much.. den go up play billard wid richie, zhi wei and zhi yeow.. lolz.. dunoe why when she haven't come up i play till so lousy.. but when she come up, i play till so gud.. every ball ish so tyco till they all bth mi.. hahhazz.. but in the end i get in the second place.. lolz.. den after dat we walk down tu the mrt station den tok wid xin den she walk till half saw cab den take cab hm.. den mi and em walk down tu take train.. haha.. when walking down the mrt station we got lots of fun.. they play the cake lolz.. bt i manage tu run and nv kana the cake.. hahaz... den in train dey talk loundly.. hah.. machiam they buy the whole train.. lolz.. den take one foto wif em in the train den i drop the train at raffle place change train back hm... when reach hm chat wif her till late at nitez..

210505.... go david hse play mahjong.. raining so heavily... den she went tu sentosa wid her jie and den veri bth ish.. play 7 pot of mahjong oni win 2 dollar.. lolz.. den nth le..

220505==== at nite wake up go eat wid daddy den reach hm call xin we talk untill 230505 de 0500.. haish.. den we hang fone...

230505~~~ this date rmb mi of wad happen last yr.. xin if we nv brk or i nv do all those stupid stuff it might b our one year le.. i'm really regret of everything.. haish... wanted tu go find eu de.. but u cant come out so nv go find eu.. but we still gt chat on fone a while.. haish...

240505*** today nv go sch wake up at 12 plus.. hehez.. den wake up come update blog.. den shld b going bathe soon le.. den hab tu go down take 63 tu her sch wait fer her end sch.. see her frenz i beri paisehx derx sia.. haish.. but bo bian hab tu go wait fer her.. hu ask mi tu love her.. haiyoyo.. write till here first ba.. at nite got time den contiune tu write...

yoyox...

2005-05-19T20:42:00.000-07:00

wahaha.. this whole weeks nv go sch... wahaha.. oni ytd go cross country.. hahaz.. today nv go sch again but i went to MPSS dere wait fer her.. she was wid her frenz.. den i was so pai sehx.. hahaz.. again climb up 12 floor but she climb up 13 floor.. hahazz.. we one week duno wanto mit how mani times.. kekez.... but veri happi can see you.. tomolo meeting eu again can see eu again.. hehez.. tml going out lohx.. finally... so long nv go out liaoz... tomolo sure ask u the Question.. wahahaz... today whole dae veri tired sia.. haha... but veri hapi.. hehez.. dunoe wad ans will u gib mi tml i ask u.. but i hope u will gib mi a beri gud ans... hehez... too happy today le kip laughin but duno wad to write.. keke... take care everyone... stay hapi...

haish...

2005-05-16T22:59:00.000-07:00

why can oni b frenz lehx.. i'm willing to take down all the responsiblity... i know wad i'm doing.. juz hope tu b wif u again.. haish.. i hab waken up and know i cannot b possible running away from facts.. i'm willing tu protect u.. but i duno are u willing tu let mi protect u not.. i hope u would gib moi one more chance.. and dats all i could ask from u.. moi oni wish......
*** I LuRvE Eu***

today nv go sch but afternoon go sch fer inter-class.. haha... get 1st fer inter-class.. i'm so proud of my class... gud work guys.. duno wad tu add liaoz.. haish...

haiyoyo

2005-05-16T10:07:00.000-07:00

i duno wad u are thinking but i wanto tell u i really lurve ya.. i willing tu wait since eu are tired about so much thing sit down take a rest.. let mi take all the responiblity if u willing tu let mi take.. i'm willing tu protect u no matter how..

haish... last few daes not at hm so nv update moi blog.. but mayb today mood not veri gud after seeing her blog dun really wanna sae too much.. latta got inter class wahahaz.. i nv go sch but in the noon i den go sch...raining so big dun go sch at hm slp is the best thing tu do liaoz...
haha...

xin :: paisehx dat juz now nv go find u cause u kip saying no nid den i fall slp den how i know u call mi i answer u sae i put u aeroplane again... duno wad tu sae ler lahx.. i oso veri tired wish tu sit down wif u and take a rest...

haish

2005-05-11T22:18:00.000-07:00

haish xin. i really fang bu xia ni.. wo bu zi dao ni zai xiang se mo.. but i know my feeling fer u ish still there.. eventhought its been almost one yr since we brk.. but i know it was my fault to brk ur heart.. but would u really gib mi one chance again i really hope u will gib.. my lurve fer u ish still dere u know mahx I MISS EU . since the dae sunday i last mit eu i miss eu a lot.. i juz cant stop thinkin of eu.. i hab try my best tu forcus on my exam this few daes.. but i juz cant when i was doing my test paper in my mind ish blank but oni eu.. oni eu in my mind.. i really hate the feeling of loneliness.. i hab no frenz dat can really pei mi when i nid em.. since the dae i brk wid her my mind oni hab eu.. i hab try tu put up my courage tu ask u de Question.. but.. when ever i mit dao eu i wanted tu as eu the Question veri much.. but whenever i see eu i really duno how tu sae.. being wid eu i am beri hapi.. dat dae when i saw eu cry my heart was broken into pieces..

if eu were tu gib mi a chance again, i'm willing tu change moiself

~~~~~~~~~~I AM REGRET OF WAD I DID I~~~~~~~

i'm so sad...

2005-05-10T22:15:00.000-07:00

yoyox.. today wad a sad sad dae fer moi.. haish... xin arhx.. do u know i beri sad a nort when i saw those msg.. haish.. i duno wad eu are thinkin but i hope u tu know moi heart will always b wid u... i saw the msg last nite i tot it was juz a dream but when i wake up it was a realitiy nort bluff wan.. i hate it.. i hope dat everything will b back tu the pass..
i now the future us b the new us.. i hope u tu gib mi a chance.. i really wan eu alot.. i dare tu sae i'm scare of loneliness but i am really veri lurve eu de.. haish.. duno wad u are thinking.. can plz tell mi.?? can u plz make ur own decision and not let the other interfere wif ur decision???

~~~I"M A FAILURE~~~~

today the happiest dae i ever had..

2005-05-08T18:13:00.000-07:00

today horx.. veri hapi.. hehezz.. mit dao raining summore.. hehezz.. u sae u cold but i dunoe wad tu dae lehx.. dun dare go near u latta ur papa drvie pass saw.. but still veri happi... raining weather cold cold muz b careful worx.. will fall sick easily.. hehezz.... i last nite really bth den fall slp de if not i sure go find u.. near near oni.. hehezz.. dun drink alchol everytime horx.. not gud fer ur health... muz like mi guai guai.. hahaz.. i oni drink liqour oni i nv drink alchol... hahaz... this few daes nth happen.. nth tu update liaoz.. hehez... take care every one.. pass ur exam wif flying colour ba....

wad a so-so dae

2005-05-06T14:48:00.000-07:00

haish... today having a so-so dae.. in sch watch gurl fight lolz... so funni kip slapping each other wth man... haish.. today in class study fer three lesson den the following three lesson no nid study so shiok man.. lolz.. tok n tok n tok.. tok crap.. lolz... duno monday exam easy a not sia.. hope the paper wont b too hard.. haish... i scare failed.. even thought i'm a failure but i still scare of fail exam.. haish.... may god bless mi pass my math..

hope UR exam will oso pass wif flying colour....

tu all my frenz pass exam wif flyin colour and hab gud dae throughout the yr..

haish... after my exam i hope dat we would b together again.. wasted one yr liaoz.. i dun wan waste ani one time again liao.... hope u would accept mi again.... I LURVE EU!!!

today is a so-so dae.. lolz..

2005-05-05T21:38:00.000-07:00

haish.. tupi mie.. do tupi thing.....

haish.. ytd go find her after finish updating my blog.. wahaha... den go mit her, she bring her didi down tu downstair den i mit her downstair... her didi look so cutez.. ytd the thing wad we did i still rmb it was so SWEET... hehezz.. i will rmb dat moment de...

today hehezz.. wake up wif a hapi mood go sch chit chat... den today jaspal suddenly treat our clz veri gud worx.. hahazz... haish.. juz now reach hm sae ur blog u know i veri sad u sae u hab no more the securce the feeling le.. mayb is cause of the past wad fcuking thing i do ba.. but hope u will let time slowly get back the feeling.. MUAckxX... ~~~I LURVE EUU!!~~~~

Haix sad dae fer today and ytd!!

2005-05-04T12:39:00.000-07:00

haish... update ytd de first..
-= 030505 =- today rong de birthday.. i go mit xin.. but i still didn't ask her the Question again.. haish wad tu do? ROng and xin pai sehx dat ytd make till u two not hapi its all because of mie.. haish.. saw u cry but eu told mie euu didn't cry i know u are lying tu mi u dun wan mi tu know u are crying cause when u are crying u are weak.. once u board the cab u start tu cry le.. i saw it.. but can u tell mi the truth? when i saw u cry my heart was so pain or mayb tu saw i was heart broken.. haish anywae dunoe wad tu do now.. haish.. PAISEHX RONG and XIN....

-= 040505 =- i suppost tu go mit he de but she kip saying i sure late de.. haish... wad tu do?? xin i wanto tell u i lurve u but i still cant get the rite time.. when i wanto mit u means i am ready le.. my feeling told mi go look fer u but u sae i sure late.. haish.. mayb some others dae.. mayb sumore others dae i will get the rite thing in my heart.. dat mean i will get the rite tym tu ask eu de.. haish... i hate myself fer being shoo coward... TUPI mie... i guess i not going go find u le.. i saw the msg u ask mi i still like her a not.. but thou my feeling i dare tu sae i already hab no her in my heart le.. cause i decide tu forget her and nort forget u.. u will b in my heart... i duno will u belive mi a not but.. i know im saying the truth tu everyone.. i can lie tu all of u but not tu myself.. so i decide not tu lie tu myself or all of u out there.. i lurve u xin..

duno wad tu add

2005-05-02T23:10:00.000-07:00

haish... today wake up nth tu do first thing ish msg u.. den daddy buy thing fer mi eat... so nice.. hehezz.. haish.. smk daddy de cigarette.. hehezz.. daddy nv scold mi... hehezz.. ytd go eat steamboat wif daddy hehezz.. ytd afternoon go mit xin so fun palying wif her cousin and den tok wif her... but i really dun hab the courage tu ask eu.. how?? haish.. still gort wad tu add?? dun think ab anything liaoz.. hehezz.. duno wad tu write.. take care frenz...

2005-04-29T12:00:00.000-07:00

haish... two daes no uppdate liaoz.. wahhaha.. well lets sae bout ytd and today...

280405 today go sch ler.. in the morning jaspal ask mi go behind tok.. den ok lo.. i go behnind.. she saw my fringe lioaz. ask mi cut by tml.. wth man.. nv cut cannot take exam.. gort this kind of law wan arhx.. bastard sia.. but in sch nth happen much.. wahahazz..

/// 290405 \\\ today.. hab chinese exam.. haish.. failed le lahx.. haish.. tupi ngoh gib us wad kinda of oral.. so diffcult.. whole clz oso complaint.. knn.. but nvm i first tu take first tu go hm.. den at canteen wait fer jun kai go smk den go back sch li siao all those lower sec and upper sec de express and normal acdmia.. hahazz.. we can go hm at 10 the hab tu wait till 12 plus den can go hm.. lolz.. haha.. but now update liaoz gonna go out mit jun kai den go find richie they all play pool or snooker.. wahahazz.. well hope everyone exam pass wif flying colour... Mwahiess.....

hope u will come down this sat wif rong.. :) :)

wahahazzz.. i back tu myself..

2005-04-26T22:34:00.000-07:00

wahahazz.. the elsen in the past ish really finally back.. bball mean anything more important den other thing liaoz.. wahahazz.. saw ehr msg todae back juz reply since nth harm.. haish... today nono go sch again.. wanto die le la.. kip pon sch.. haish.. buck up... exam ard the corner liao. la... ARGH!!! too much thing dun understand in sch liao specially in math.. haish..

2005-04-25T20:06:00.000-07:00

wahahazz.. today time pass faster den i tot.. today so hapi.. hehez.. nt much thing happen in sch today play bball during PE wahahazz... shootin really improve.. better is get back the skill in the past.. wahahazz.. but during the game chye sen got injured liaoz.. haish.. w/o him wednesday the interclass how tu play lehx.. muz get well soon worx.. haish.. after recess lesson pass so fast but w/o knowing i fall slp in english lesson.. haish.. but luckily audrey lim make those dat are slpin wake up... past my english test wahaha.. i'm so hapi.. first tym i did my test so well when i was abt tu fall slp well doing the test... hahaz.. get 31/60 so lucky.. rahim get lower get beat up.. jun kai oso will get beat up oni when after interclass.. hahazz.. leg so pain dun know will it b alright by wednesday not.. haish.. today nth happen much ba... everyone live happily okies.. MUACKXXX
siao le mi.. hehez.. last night no slp at all till now still abit tired oni.. hahaz..

thx guys...

2005-04-25T01:29:00.000-07:00

haix.. actually dun feel like writing tonight de but no choice but tu write cause cant get tu bed.. hehezz.. haish.. my kip cant get the rite mood on rite tym.. haish.. ytd herad eu were at wdl.. i gort a rush in my mind sae rushing down tu wdl no matter using wad transport juz tu rush down tu see eu.. but i didn't... am i a little dumb ?? mayb i'm really dumb jux dat no one know abt it. hahazz.. but i now till dis tym i hab make my mind my heart clear.. i know wad tu do ler.. rong jux tu tell eu i wake up le.. even thought i'm not as hapi as i'm asleep but at least i know wad i'm actually doing.. hehez.. =) no matter wad tu all my frnez and my cousin juliana i will b strong de.. dun worry fer mi.. as in the house oni eu will concern mie.. but others ppl dun.. like my mother she would sae losting a gurl wont die de.. there still lots of gurl out there.. at dat tym i juz fuck care wad she toking but till now i oso juz fuck care why.. anZ.. i do wad my mind ask mi tu do.. i love a gurl wif my heart and when i really love a gurl i wont go fer other gurl.. not tu brk ani gurl heart i will hab to b a gud guy... cannot b a guy which ish flirt.. i sorry tu eu dat wad i did tu euu in the past but now i know wad i'm actually thinkin know who i'm actualli loving.. a swear tu the god.. i will nv b back tu the old elsen.. now i'm awake liaoz.. finally i'm waken up.. thx guys....

2005-04-22T16:30:00.000-07:00

haix.. another daes hab past.. today morning go school first thing b4 step into sch at the traffic light dere saw jun feng hui qi and xue ling.. haix.. but den i make myself strong walk tu xue ling dere tok tu her.. after dat go in sch lorx.. at canteen sit tok crap wif mili berry.. hahazz.. so fun.. during lesson tym nth much happen again.. today is some how like monday liddat.. hahaz.. haix.. dunoe my mood now is hapi or sad now.. feel like dying.. but i hab tu b strong... not tu let any of my frenz see the weak side of mie.. cause the weak side of mie is really veri weak.. haix..

i hab finally make up my mind lehx.. dunoe when den eu can c this blog de msg but hope eu tu know i decide tu forget Mel & i will do wad i tod rong.. dun care whether eu still like mie a not but tu let eu know i hab make up my mind.. xin if eu get a chance tu c my blog see le sms mie or wadeva can? haish.. i hab let everyone down in the past but i hab finally wake up from a 8 mths 14daes dream.. sorri tu make eu sad fer shoo long.. guess oso know eu hab been suffering fer a long tym liaoz.. but i hab wake up leix....... hope tu let eu know my choice ish tu go back tu eu and make eu b by my side...

haix.. i'm sad

2005-04-21T00:50:00.000-07:00

haix... dun really hab mood tu update in blog man.. haix.. juz now ask mel fer patch but she juz kip dun wan.. mayb her feeling are not there anymore.. haix.. juz now cry again.. been crying fer two days liaoz.. haish.. *LIFE SUX* haish!!! why i kip thinking of her.. ARGH!! i wan die slp till die best.. haish..

haix

2005-04-19T22:17:00.000-07:00

haix

2005-04-19T13:19:00.000-07:00

ytd no go sch oso cause of class thing.. haix.. last nite before i slpt i think of her.. dunoe why i think dao her my tears juz start tu drop dunchoe why will liddat.. haix.. mayb its really i wan her b back tu moi side.. feeling shoo terrible w/o her at my side.. i sick le.. leg also kip cramp cause ytd play too much bball liaoz.. haix.. feeling shoo failure.. ARhx!! i wan euu back tu my side... haix..my life is fucking lan.... knn... ARGH.... today no go sch cause of my leg veri pain cannot walk too much.. like no strength.. haix..whole body ish shoo weak!!!!

2005-04-18T23:54:00.000-07:00

haix.. today nth much hapen in sch ba.. juz in sch whole day no study kip watching video oni.. hahazz.. quite fun.. hehezz.. last two lesson slp wake up saw whole class sleeping den oso fall back sleep again.. wahahazz.. audrey lim today no cum whole class no relift teacher den we on our own.. hahazz.. den.. after sch mit qi awhile den li siao her make her malun den saw she smile den feel happi too.. hahazz.. iin buz nono tok lahx.. hahazz.. but veri funi.. lolz.. hahazz.. when in buz slp wake up reach hm go in front of the mirror saw my ey red red de.. now still abit pain pain.. haix.. mayb is due to ytd nite cry abit ba.. haix... *MOODLESS*

Ha|x.. post fer friday till sunday..

2005-04-17T16:50:00.000-07:00

[15/04/2005] Haix.. why my life is so poor?? friday went tu playy bball wif ken we till veri hapi long time no liddat play lerx.. haix.. veri fun in class during the noon richie birth dae is tml but today he was being bao in class those malay see him juz hit him hard man.. hahazz.. so fun..

[16 april 2005] yesterday wake arp at ard 1300 den brush teeth watch tebe fer a while den go bathe den go find ah ma take money den cum back ah ma hse until 4 plus when tu take buz tu yishun tu mit gary and david when i reach there i was late fer abt 20mins. . den they kip suan mi shoot mi.. haix.. den go OCC play bowling and den play billard.. hahazz.. so fun so fun.. ytd afternoon was nort hapi de but muz act out i'm hapi not tu make them nort hapi oso.. but qi euu shld know why i was shoo down pass few daes.. haix..

[170405] today sunday.. shld b going down zone 8 training in the morning de but i juz dun wan go coz was veri tired den sleep at hm slp till bout 1300 hours.. hahazz.. today feeling better le.. but when i wake arp my mind was her qi arhx.. i wanto forget her but i juz cant. try my best liaoz.. mayb i shld sae i really fang bu xia.. haix..

UpDaTe FeR yTd aNd ToDaE..

2005-04-14T20:27:00.000-07:00

[13 april 2005] haix.. ytd wakie up at 5 am den use comp awhile den go bathe go school lerx.. but when i reach sch i saw ppl i hate.. haix.. but in sch it was shoo fun.. during mathe lesson finish tang de work den hand in tu her.. dunchoe why during english and mathe lesson i was so guai.. but during other lesson i will slack exspecially during CPA dat SINGH lesson sure slack.. i hate her as my form teacher hate her as my teacher... ARGH!! after school went back tu my own home change den cum back ah ma hse put thing den go out liaoz.. when reach wdl raining so heavy.. haiyo wan play bball oso cannot raing till shoo big.. but den still gort play bball but juz shoot shoot oni.. hehez.. den at nite go out wif wei lun david law and wei lun two friends.. we went tu wdl centre eat den at there all at least 18 de oni mi still haven't 18.. den law sae a joke.. i was the one dat do all wad underage do.. underage smoking underage drinking.. hahaz.. but nvm wan lahx.. nv get caught can liaoz wad.. eat already den drink heinken den smoke den talk talk.. hehezz.. ytd was so fun den reach home abt 12am.. hahazz..

[14 april 2005] tudae nvr go sch cause wake up late.. morning actually can wake up de.. but when i wan tu stand and go tu the bathe room my leg hab no strength. haix.. dunchoe shold i jux go out and take letter from mili a not.. haix.. if go out latta sure tired till siao.. but at home nth tu do oso.. ARGH.. feel like seeing euu!!! but i cant.. cause u will gib tons of excuses.. feeling so down rite now.. wanna smoke but hab no cigarette liaoz.. haix.. i think its tym lerx.. tym tu stop smoking lerx.. cause of u i decide tu stop liaoz..mayb euu all duno hu i saying but mili u sure know hu i toking.. friends ard mie dun think shoo much of relationship le la.. if u were meant tu b tugether wif person u lurve u will sure b together wif the person de.. i oni know i and u shld not b together liaoz.. but i still decide tu wait fer u even euu hab stead now.. waiting fer euu... whole day at home doing nth but juz infront of the comp..